today am pretty irritated. a bad cold, a stupid headache and lots of work to finish.. well one thing is for sure am not going to get any work finished today not with my running nose. am getting pretty worked up over it alright. oh well after all its just a cold. may be.. but its so tiresome.
then missing my dear friends today.. didnt talk to them properly last night.. i was rather drowsy last night and didnt talk to them much. wel now am missing them bad.. and am feeling lonely. well i ought to be ashamed of myself. sitting simply and pitying myself. yuck. oh well i can pity myself if i ish so. who else will if i dont. somebody has to pity me and indulge me at times naa.. but that doesnt mean i should live in self pity. just occasional indulgence thats all.. hihi.. after all self pity is never going to get me any where.
some times i feel the loneliness as if the whole universe has conspired to alienate me.
i feel bereft as if torn apart from the heart that lend mine its beats.
i break with the burden of life, knowing that i am the burden of my life.